D:

ahh paiseh i wanna updatee for today again cuz got go out awhile;D
Damn boring and sadd lorhh T.T aiya nvm ;D UPDATE

Morning wakee up use computer changed blogskin, and now
the blogskin cannot use le == i going to change le . Malaysia relative
comee lorhh sian lahh . go out eat all this . Then i damn sadd =(
someone attitude me! wanna cry out le :X then take my spec
quitee nice de! haha ;D night go out eat wib mum come back lorhh
hen sadd lahh =(

will not

WILL NOT BE UPDATING TODAY :D



Beautiful lies, wonderful excuse .
everything is just and image T.T
when don't need me, u throw me aside
when you need me, u'll find me .
is human so realistic? =(
hey, it's hurt you know?

T.T

Hellos (: today was a fun dayy !
Morning call-ed jianfu and ask him go whereee then go out wib them
Meet gabby&Jianfu at Lakeside MRT theree and gabb come my house
Jianfu when homee and slept . Gab slack at my housee till 12 go eat
then walked to JP to wait for jianfu,jem,ahzhe&jh Zzz ..
whilee waiting saw andrew their group then slack together
when jp walk walk walk, slack awhilee and wait for them for about
2 hours le they still haven't comee and sian Jianfu stil sleeping
nvmnvm ;D they reach-ed le . and go play awhile basketball
finish-ed basketball-ing got somee sparring section between .

and finished slack awhilee go jp walk here walk there,
sibei sian, Gab they all want go BL ps eat then i pei them go there
jiu go homee le . Reach-ed homee, asked my mama can i go out ton
tonight, she cb dun let me go! die also don't let me la , i want to go de lorh idiot
haiz T.T

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAILAP:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUU!


Good luck for everything wailappy xD

HEYS!

Hellos ;D Updatee now! but it won't be long!
wokee up at 7++ used computer watched 2oo5
use computer again , damn boring luhs .
Chinboon suddenly want come bl i go down
pei him lo walk here walk there canont find tt person
Zzzz .. go parsar buy lorhh . siansiansian
lol . go nearby building slack slack then pei him go bustop
then i go homee . use computer again suddenly blacky onlinee!
i thought she's backk . Cheyss still at MY nia ><>
ahhh ahh ahh ahh ahh! Siansian at homee chatchat doing nth
DAMN SIAN kays! Chinboon tell me go his house find him==
then i damn boring jiu go, go there watch him play MAPLE
knn ! lols, reach homee le . siansiansian i havee to study at night
if not my parent will scold me!

HEYS!

Hellos;D i'm free from using computer uhh! but night cannot use!
was damn boring lahh! got com and no com abit different only T.T
nothing to updatee bahh Zzzz .. Goodbyee

replies of tag

KAHHUI: who say? youu look likee pikaachu
Chanelle: :D won't dehh
LITING♥: youu got say!
xiinyii: i'm not tortiees
YARLEE(x: yeahh lorh ;D
TWL: okays thanks thanks
F I O N A: xiexie takecaree
xiinyii: yaya
some2: --.---
tommy: =)
KAHHUI: Hei ren good wadd^^
sheryl: paisehh
Joycelyn: yaya, paiseh i can't go out anymoree
loong wee: ya ya!
adeline: you zhu lahh ><
xiinyii: emolicious=)
YARLEE(x: i not interested in chiobu on friendster, i don't go friendster le
F I O N A: xiexie ni ! xD
LITING♥: i emo ass u caree? LOLS kiddingkidding
jasmin :) : Lols =D you always got thing to say
KAHHUI: boss ur headd
TWL: not interested==
xiinyii: good good good, good lor
YARLEE(x: picture deleted
ZhiAn: deleted got ppl say pervert lols! shoot lorhh comecome!

This is

Havee told them my result& these are what they want and they confiscated my handphone

1. Handphonee confiscated
2. Computer banned
3. Cannot go out

they claim that they treat me very good, but i don't know what am i going to do during these fucking holiday .

i'll not be updating my blog during this holiday
but if i can use the computer i will updatee bahh=)
HAPPY HOLIDAY!

don't forget me D: there won't be way to communicate .Goodbye

changed&

everything changed, how i wish everything was still the same .
Things could remain, life could be happy D:
some peoplee around me changed very fast

Last day .

你能这样骗自己我也为你高兴！
thee linee which Zhi An lovee to say to mee ==
damn cheebyee one, hahas . Today last day of school
fuck lahh, damn angry and sadd lorhh . ihatee going to school
miserable,terrible,Nightmares,Scary& lots lots T.T hell !

23-5-o8
School-ed, assembly , slacked & played
everything seem to be so boring in the last day
Worrying was thee only thing =( i hatee getting back my result!
i don't want to get back kays:X skipskipskipskipskipskipskip
after skool got my report book . i failed alot T.T
later then updatee my result;D and seem that my post is getting
shorter and shorter le!

D:

i

'vee been worrying about my exam, and the reaction that my parent
will givee tomorrow =( freaking sadd, i'm regretting! i don't wanna be
in this situation . if i study hard enough i won't be so upset because of
exam . i hatee it, after Mr old caught me . i don't havee the feeling of
studying anymoree .. i gavee up hopee on study T.T i hatee peoplee
who don't believe in mee . My parents, don't even believee me and
insist that i will do badly and retain . whenever i went out to play
they won't believee me . Becausee of the skool, IHATE my skool,
i seriously hatee them. i didn't do anything wrong, i swear . many things
happen at this timee, i don't know what to do! I don't know who to tell
and i don't intend to tell anyonee i'm sadd. I'm happy somee timee ..
friends, i sometime seriously don't likee them, they love to shoot whatever
they likee to shoot to me . yeahh i shooted them too, but not all the time
i feel like as if i lose everything in a few days timee . i don't want to let go
but i feel likee i havee to D:

kill me with this

T.T

我不要的,我不想要的 T.T

i don't really likee school, i don't really likee to be at homee .

my post gonna bee sadd for today ahahas, i'm moody

Laughter from mee was just too fakee, i hatee acting as if nth

hadd happen lahh :X . Let's continuee bahh =)

22-4-o8

walked to school with yongcheong, talked alot theree !

reached, chatted with ZhiAn they all and went up to hall

jiaowei alot, laughedd alot, fakee laughter Zzzz .. damn

tiredd! how i wish i don't need to go school . First period

Samee thing, played the so-called monopoly quitee funn

ZhiAn today sibei guailan uhhs == keep shooting wo

idiot! qianda, the stupid kingkong sio . LOLS! Zzzzz

play-ed till recess and bought some tibits to eat

up to class talk this talk theree then awhilee of tt talk

then Mrs pan camee in and talk awhilee go out of classroom played

walk here walk there play here play theree lorhh haiyaa ..

so boring, volleyball-ed with weeleong and bell RANG!

continued my volleyballing for awhile jiu go homee with loong wee la

i'm freaking sadd lorhh! i hatee staying at school .

My Exam, My study is affected by somee idiots inside lahh

what the fuck tomorrow i'm going to die !

so play as much computer as i can lo=) i'm going to end here!

somee pictures will be uploaded

hellos!

Pikaaaa pikaaaaaaa pikaaaaa CHUUUUU! i miss youu :D
KAHHUI you see i miss you lehh how? got any rewards?
ahahaas . don't XIANG YY also =) i don't likee school lahh
I HATE SCHOOL damn much kays! school teaches nth!

21-o5-o8
GOOD MORNING! bus-ed to school today withh yongcheong
becausee quite latee ! chatted and up to assembly lorhh !
boring lahh boring lahh . back to class to havee our coursee
about business dee! playedd something so called monopoly
but not! becausee can but STOCK onee:D still got stock list
quitee fun de but not long jiu end le! alright recess, back to class
play again:D crapping end of skool . Went homee and prepared for
swimming ! i'm damn happy , becausee i want to tann myself;X
reached there and met sean =) alright waited for Evan they all
went in and started swimming! FEW peoplee were in the pool
so siann dun havee bangaladesh to DI SIAO nvm nvm;X played

around 4.45 went up and changed , fcking tiredd luhh walan
walked back to the bus stop with zhuanyi and sean lorhh xD
and boarded 99 back homee ! i'm hyper today, now idk T.T
LOLS! andd someonee said " i don't want talk to you" finee .
nvm lahh BHL . Zzzz ...

Pictures;D

Cutee right;D they're cutee!

He's cuteee I WANT HIM

HUSKY! can u imaginee his size is bigger than me==

Backsidee nice!

AHH hellos;D

ARLOW!

小狗小狗我爱你！我要和你在一起:D
ahhh my linee! somee dogs will be updateed later!
i'm DAMN HYPER today uhh . Jumping likee a MONKEY;x
ahh i've to get startedd now! I'm going off for dinner soon=)

20-5-o8
let mee makee it short today bahh;D becausee i'm lacking of time
walked to school with YC today! Reached school bought my noodle
and eaten! :D bell rang, up to assembly uhh! woo~ i'm not tired at all
felt so energtic lorhh =) HYPER HYPER! assembly was boringg
Mr Lau toldd us to stand upp if we never bring the form . Don't
intend to standd onee lorhh but then see ppl stand le i jiu stand:D
Run towards KINGKONG zhiann for protection he's so tall ! ahahhas .
Run backk again, and run behind him again ! ahh ahh and i sit down
without any permission ! alright, First period ! TALK TALK TALK
we havee our boy's talkk! HORNY TALK kayys:D we're pervert
just for the time beeing lahh hahaha!

Talking about ChioBus and Shuaaiges, he never say i shuai onee LOLS
KIDDING KIDDING i'm damn BHB . KIDDING don't comment mee lehh
;X ahh stupid talk and went back to class! it's recess timee . alot of peoplee,
so don't want eat lorhh :D! go upp to class and bell rang, weeleong keep tell
me go play volleyball lols! he say WE'RE FRIEND NEH go lehh then finally
i go . LOLS went there, no onee playing ehh . ;X went back to class again
Zzz .. was damn boring retail sales! wapiang not listening, I'M HYPERING
Jump here jump theree! And i'm shouting & Singing "NANTINGLY" sorry
i don't know how to write in english lols! Finally we're release at 1.45 pm lidat
went for my lunch and went IMM with these peoplee " Zhuanyi,Chualala,Sipei,
Queenie and gangs" hahas! i don't know why queenie and gangs are with us
but nvm :D reach there and they have a hard time deciding what to eat
=.= i'm laming ;X ahh ahh ahh . Went food court! and jiaowei with the sipei
she sibei gong, talk to her will pek chek lahh ! don't believe u try ;X

eaten all these, seperated with Queenie and gangs went to HP shop look
for Zhuanyi want de handphonee ahhh! i STOLE all the brocher :D alot
ALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOT xD sorry i'm abit crazy now!
Accompany they all go wait for bus to JP ! me and zhuanyi went homee lorhh
at bus chat awhilee he go down . I'm super tireddd lahh nearly slept there!
Reached homee and prepared everything for my mum! I only tell my mum
my english pass paper 2 fail paper onee . She say i will retain T.T diee le
i think if she noee my result she comfirm kill me . GODSAVEMEEEEE D:
SAVEEMEEGODD and i believee you =) REALLY LAHHH ;x i wanna
be clever ahh ! UNDERSTAND UNDERSTOOD? who can donate mee a
clever brain >< byebye=")">
*CLAPS* pictures later on!

Excuse me

Hehes ;D HELLOHELLO! wolaiupdatee lerhh ;X
today was okayys! Quitee happy uhhs . MUHAHA
swimming was funn :D but tiredd kays . START

19-5-o8
Wokee up at 8, mum was hurrying mee to bathh !
becausee we're going to templee to PRAY:D vesak day
ahh i don't want , i don't believe in all this type of things actually
but sometimes only this type of things givee us hopee:D
alright, took 178 to thee dunno where de templeee damn boring
pray here pray there& my mum wanna do Social-work
wapiang, but i didn't do becausee i'm damn angry
becausee i told her i going out today! but she didn't listen to mee
2 hours of social work! 2 hours of BORINNESS sms with
onee idiot! she damn xiaoqi onee ;X anything wadeva is her linee lahh
Zzz .. hahas! and went homee after that :D my father kpkb lahh
i hatee him kays>< reachedd homee lerh on the computer

Awhilee .. Someonee scare of mee lahh . humjiKUEY lols;X
Went out to Zhuanyi's housee first! INITIAL D 4 animee
quitee nice de lahh =) and SWIMMING! reached there
i thought i've just reached indian swimming pool ! :x
alot alot of INDIANS or bangaladesh all black black onee
the water was like dirty de lorhh :X! Somee of them were
so hairy lahh . andd i ask one of them " WHY YOU SO MANY HAIR"
lols! he ignoree me ahh give me tt shock look Zzz .. hahahas!
we makee fun of weikiat, he's really difficult to dump LOLS!
trying to dump him for fun BUT DIFFICULT ;X weikiat scaree of drowning
teachh him how to float in middle of water he scare like hell
LOLS! i tell him don't scare of dying , i not scare because i wan to die
Sibei lamee right;X ahh went to change cloth all this .
Saw Gabby,Jianfu,Junhong&JEM woo! damn high uhh
i miss them kays! long time no go out wib them le ..
But they're likee different le lehh , likee not so likee mee bahh T.T
i don't know but nvm bahh =) i'll go out with them more often

Went JP nearby de park theree , meet dunno wad stephaniee .
then alot of things happen lahh Zzz . LOLS! but funn kays =)
went homee after that . Reached homee and mum was waiting for
me with a stick == wanted to beat me up she sayy .. sibei lamee
short debation with her! she don't believe me say i mix wib gangster
fuck uhh my father was damn idiotic, ADD OIL INTO THE FIRE
Bath, atee& usee computer:D
GOODBYEEE EVERYBODY! goodnites, sweet dreamm=)

Replies of Tags

LITING♥: yo blacky! :D
YARLEE(x : Thanks thanks . Raree;X
junhong: =)
Gab: (=
KONNIE: Relinked
xiinyii: your eye got problem haha^^
jianfu: (x
peii :DD : i think i replied my tag too late
KAHHUI: lols . youu look like pikachu right==
xiinyii: u dummy aass><
KAHHUI: are you mad?
PANPHILAjie: xiexieni :D
♥ SUPERGIRL; Vanessa: Hellos hellos :)
MILLIE: you're madd !
jasmin: relinked
Adeline(: okays!
junhong: =.=
LIHUEY: ok=) thanks anyway
xiinyii: Zzzzzzzzzz .
clarissaloke: o0 paiseh paiseh ;X
KAHHUI: shhhh! u want me to bully u again issit? :D
joycelyn: hellos mei
QUEENIE :D : okays =)
adeline (x: samee line everything oneee
Jie Min : Ohh no problem last long with vice ;)
DAsha9u4: thanks ahhhh!
KAHHUI: told u le . i not fun LOLS
YARLEE(x : comfirm comee true onee . i'm god ;X HAHA
some1: slowly find she alot of pictures in her blog
LITING♥: u attitudee lorh not me kays ><
zh: thanks zh =) u seldom tag me
xiinyii: o0 anything wadever
jasmin :) : readd le dudee ;D
JOEYCHUA: relinked
jasmin: alright ;) thanks anyway
shuting: linked
KAHHWEE: of course i'm happy&saddd :D
clarissaloke: wreslting girl, CLARISSALOKE

PASSERBY:
actually i don't feel likee giving you a damn. But, i hatee dogs , dog that
hide behind the computer and start to comment on peoplee . So let me
answer what you asked me? Of coursee i'm buey paisehh, becausee by
comparing the size and agee both of it is his advantagee:D and i'm not
square boxing with him =) i'm headd to toee . if you think i'm really a noob
findd me , you're welcomee to me . I didn't say i'm a supermaan who can
win almost every match. So please kindly scram off, wasting my timee
finding out who're you.. Admit or i find? Maybee for you i'm no big cakee
maybee you're some wonderful gangster out there . But you think i carE?
because i did nothing wrong, and u huanlo limpei daiji ! FUCKOFFPLEASE:D

xiinyii: LOLS sot wadd nehh?
KAHHUI: your namee not important
xiaohong: lols . Brother relax relax dun scold so much vulgarities;X
♥ Miss bang3 the car :3 : Thanks youu ;D you vanessa?

;D

alright, i shouldn't talk much today:D as i'm not at homee
it's midnight 3.40am now and street was SILENCE ahh:D
just camee back from somewhere, Zzzz .. Taman jurong arcadee
becomee worst and worst le lahh ;X idl it anymore!
anyway i'm posting about ytd de thingy bahh ahahha

Wokee up in the morning, MUM&Dad went for workkxD used the com
felt damn boring & blahblahblah . Mood wasn't really that good but was
still okays lahh =) ahh ahh ahh . afternoon, jianfu and jemjem going to meet
xiaojess lorhh . But i cannot go out lahh D; sadded =( but met junhong at bl
played basketball& he damn funny say he will let the ball in de but he didn't
LOL! he go my housee after that and got onee idiot say cannot
go my housee ;X that idiot was really idiot lahh LOLS;X dun say le
later junhong kill mee .. send him down to bustop and saw 2 dogs
damn cutee but he say i'm dog knnbccb la LOLS he and the she better:D
ahahaha^^ Cutted my hairr;x jh camee, lh cameee went for lan gaming
go his housee cook WanTAN nicenicee;D end heree le:D

我恨我自己!

我恨我自己!
i'm just too stupid to be in this world lahh =( Super moodyy todayy D;
Don't wish to get my result backk so early ! i hatee it& my result was
fucking lousy kays! i havee to use vulgarities to describe ><

16-o5-o8
Wakee up early today ;X was damn worried about my exam idk wad
i will get for my exam =( alright alright, i comfort myself not to think
too much for exam ! everything is over, i can't do anything ANYMOREE
Bus-edd to school with YONGC andd chatted lorhh haiz . No onee seem
to be worried about the paper we're getting back later lo! What the ....
what am i going to do T.T Up to hall to havee our assembly, and was damn
boring! Announcement was likee alot , peoplee were boring! Everyonee wants
to go back to class to get back their results=( and finally we're back to class

Miss Lui was slow , we were noisy kicing soccer . And finally ms lui camee
it's timee for result , i don't feel good at all =( i wanna pass but i know i can't
English paper 2 was not badd, it makee my mood felt relax but then behind
paper was TERRIBLE! OHH MY GOSHH i fail almost all, i hatee it i'm too
stupid! So i scolding myself softly “我是笨蛋！我是白痴！我讨严我自己！
我该真么做才好？大白痴！我好想死！" what thee fuck =( i'm freaking sadd
but i can't do anything now it's too latee already . I don't havee the facee
to face my parent anymoree . It's too latee to apologisee to them for wad
i've donee in the past! wad i hopee was them to understand mee! i didn't study
becausee of the thingy a month ago which Mr OLD said about me .
i stop studying after that casee=( forget it, it's really too latee le bahh

let's continuee , a talk after recess by policee forcee de lo .
Something shock happen, the police man suddenly shouted at a sec 4 boy
and girl, after that you noe wad happen? he say this is how u feel
when u get caught! LOLS . so funny, the two student shock daooo
never expect that was just testing only == wapiang .. .. ..
my hopee, my dreamm all shatteredd le lahh LOLS! Zzz zzzz Zzz
went down to see those 2 types of police car , woo~ Subaru de .
Sibei nicee uhs! lols =) and someonee went insidee the car and he
step on the ENGINE and THE CAR MOVE lols! super funny
that guy run out le . and dunno say wadd I DARE TO TRY U SEE
i guess they playing somee stupid game lorh . Back to class
Doing nothing, no onee seem to be sastified with their result,
although they didn't do well? i don't knoww wad to do anymoreee
end heree!






如果有机会的话，我想一且能从心开始！
我会把握一且的机会做的最好不会在做错了T.T
nomoreex3=(

Quizz

Was tagged by 3 person, Liting,zh,xiinyii

Name 20 people you can think of right now randomly. Don't read the qns till you named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 ppl to do this.

1. Zhuanyi
2. Ziheng
3. Gabriel
4. Jeremy
5. Jianfu
6. Liting
7. xinyi
8. adeline
9. Jiahui
10. Vanessa
11. Yarlee
12. Edwina
13. Ben tan
14. Fooaik
15. Panphila
16. Junhong
17. Dao Xian
18. Dao yi
19. Nicolee
20. Evan

Q: How did u meet 14,FooAik and 1,Zhuanyi ?
14, Badmintonn =) 1, CLASSMATE for 3 years!


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Q: What if 9, Jiahui and 20, Evan dated?
that's not my problem ;D but i will congrat them !

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Q: What if 6, Liting and 17, DaoXian date?
duee to the gasp of agee;X impossible LOLS
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Q: Describe 3, Gabriel.
Very cutee, very chubby, very guai lan, very kaopei, very friendly, very caring=)
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Q: Is 8, Adeline attractive?
No idea? she's cutee bahh xD
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Q: Describe 7, xinyi.
she's crazy, talking style is different from us LOLS
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Q: Know of any 12, Edwina's family member?
i don't know any :D
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Q: What will you do if 18, Daoyi confesses to you that he/she likes you?
she's my cousin uhh how to confess? LOLS!
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Q: What language does 15, Panphila speak?
she speakk very haooxiaoo
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Q: Who is 9, Jianhui going out with?
Xinyi, heree friends lorhh =)
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Q: How old is 16, Junhong?
13+ bahh haven't birthday
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Q: When is the last time you spoke to 13, ben tan?
o0 just now, i hugg him just now LOLS';X
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Q: Who is 2, Ziheng favourite band/singer?
Hei She Hui MEIMEI , guigui especially =)
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Q: You ever date 4, Jeremy?
peoplee got steadd, so i can't gay him HAHA
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Q: Is 19, Nicole single?
i think so?
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Q: What's 10, Vanessa's last name?
Xian bahh =) i think is Vanessa Lee Li Xian !!
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Q: Would you ever be in a relationship with 11, Yarlee?
No, she's tiongxim to her boyfriend:D
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Q: Primary school of 3, Gabriel?
sir antony pri wrong spelling
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Q: Where does 6, Liting live?
ehh, not sure? Jurong west area near gekpoh?
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Q: Whats your favourite thing about 5, Jianfu?
he's kind =)
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Q: Have you seen 2,Ziheng naked?
Soon Soon ;D i will grap my chance HAHA jkjk

Tag 5(random) people to do this survey
-Jeremy
-Edwina
-Yarlee
-Jianfu

;D ohohohoh :D

HOHOHO! it's MERRY christmas , 的屁股！
Thrusday, NO SCHOOLING too ;D loveloveslovedd =)
but my mood wasn't right from the beginning of the day .

15/o5/o8
alright let's get startedd ! wokee up at 8 , on the computer
it's moviee time:D "DEAD SILENCE" the first movieee i watch!
Mary Shaw OMGOMG! she's kongbu , pervert , and idiotic ;D
but afterall it's still a show i can't comment so much on it
Was quitee scary , because i'm alonee at homee and it was dark
that's the reason of why i feel scared hahas =) ahh atee my food
and chatted for gabby heng! he's told me something that makee me
feel quitee sadd de, maybe it's not the right time to tell me all this
alright, feeling better in awhile time and finished " DEAD SILENCE"
moved on to "SECRET/BU NENG SHOU DE MIMI" since so long
i haven't watch ! so i watch again to recall what happen in the moviee
still so 感动 T.T ahh moody timee is back again someone tried to agitate me
== but nevermind I can control my emotion :D and i'm despo for basketball
woo~
All of them changed their mind, loong wee& zhuanyi wasn't giving
me a good reasons why don't want ;X let me tell you about zhuanyi
I startedd the conversation with him and start asking him .
Me: Hellos Zhuanyi you wan go play basketball mahh?
Zhuanyi : got who go?
Me: Me and You only lorhh
Zhuanyi: ohh sorry, my leg pain and iss damn pain so dun wan play
Me: i know is because no one go you then don't go de . If don't want jiu say
*Zhuanyi* never reply mee . i know i abit guailan but i speaking the true

Loong wee is also very kaopei let me recall what he told me ytd
he said he would go out with me today to anywhere wor .
We intend to go find xinyi , but xinyi don't want so i ask him at msn again
Me: Loong wee, xinyi don't want go le how?
Loong wee: you want go where jiu go where
Me: Okays=)
*1hour later*
Me: loong wee want go where lehh?
Loongwee: don't want go le very boring sia .
Me: Then do wad?
Loongwee: Watch video lorhh
Me: okays then can pei me go eat mahh?
Loongwee: okays wait till i finish this video
Me: about wad time?
Loong wee: 1 o clock lorhh ( the time now is 12.15)
Me: The Video still got how long?
Loong Wee: 1 hours plus
Me: Cheebye 1 hour plus u tell me 1 o clock go
Loong wee : LOL
Me: Fuck u next time dun find me when got thing
Loong wee: ..........
*Chat Ended*

well, i'm damn sad and angry ! wondering is there any true friends?
ahh well well, nevermind ;D and i call loong wee one more time
LOONGWEE! WAN PEI ME GO EAT ANOT?
Finally, he agreed =) and went out to havee my lunch
Chatted alot of stupid things and went homee .
and blacky is damn stupid&guailan today;X Ohhh my goodd
she'll kill mee . with her Roaring skill lols . sibei stupid ==
Watchedd xiaozhu de video he RAWKS mann :D talentedd sio
i'm going to end here goodbyeee my dearr friends ;X

HAPPY BIRTHDAY:D

I'M HERE TO WISH A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YARLEEE;D
English:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU UHH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUS!
;D

Chinese:
祝你生日快!


WONGYARLEE:
Grownn up:D
Moree sensiblee
Moree pretty
More Clever
Moree thoughtful
Whateverr you want will COME TRUE!
Takecareeee=)

walans ehhs

今天不用上学！Goodbyee mum =) she's going for work
& i'm staying at home! GREAT!! i can usee computer for long uhh
Sibei happy ahhhahaaaaaaa u all happy mahhh;X

14-5-o8
Good MORNING :D i wokee up quite late this morning! my aim was
to wakee up at 8 lorhh but still i wake up at 8.35 lahh T.T but nvm
i'm happy to be alonee at homee using computer uhh :D
Watchedd The Twelve monkey ! Rawks , quitee nicee and sadd de uh
but the storylinee seem incomplete x; but nevermind still very nicee;D
IT'S RAINING! i'm UNHAPPY WITH THE RAIN;x becausee i wan to
playy basketball in the afternoon D; nvmnvm:D waitedd till 1
met zhuanyi and went GEKPOH to havee my lunchh
Curry Chicken noodle was nice ! Damn Cold that timee but i sweat
after eating that bowl of CURRY CHICKEN noodle! 爽!

It's Bubblee tea timee:D bought peppermint orea! quitee nicee
first timee trying it lahh! after that walkedd to the basketball court
to findd themm! Diaoo! they're sitting down theree, doing nothing
so i begin to ask weijian some question :D
Me:你们坐在这里干什么呢？
WeiJian: 在下雨不能打球！
Me: 有下雨吗？为什么我看不到雨！
WeiJian:我看到就可以了:D
Me: *Run out to the open* WHERE GOT WATER?
Me: * Run in again* 没有下雨啦你神精啊！
Weijian: 因为我有 special eyee can see got rain ==
Me: 快点我们去打球啦！*pulled him* feel like beating him;X
I took the ball and ran towards the court:D Shoot!

Half way down the gameee followedd ziheng because he wan buy
bubble tea:D SAW BOMBBAG woo! i tell ziheng buy onee for me
he really buy LOLS! it's playing timeee! walk backk put the bombbag
near mathew! BOMB here it's GO , mathew no reaction oneee
so funny all at there laughing =) continuee playingg and jack came
matchedd and went homee lorh:D i'm going to end here lerh!
Alright goodbyeee :D
我发觉到我很坏！i'm sorry =(

:D HELLOS

OH MY GOODDD;D i'm damn happy ! exam is oveer, finally over =)
i'm going to enjoy it from now till i get my result >': because i know
I'LL FAIL ! but so relax because MYE is OVER hahas :D:D:D:D:D

12-5-o8
Shiokk! :D wokee up without feeling tiredd lorh because LASTDAY
Bath,drinked,rested and went to school :D today was quite early
took 185 to HYSS with YongC , feeling great discussing about
the subject we are taking later ! although worried but happy =)
finefine, reach school :D chatted wibb they all for awhile and
went to the quadragle , was freaking early but this idea was given by
HORZHIAN wondering what to do there;X sitted down there and
chateed oncee again xD and it's assembly timee! Somee badd news
out there spreading == my opinion is, why school HUANLO lols!
and i suaned by someoneee , he's damn idiotic! let's start the conversation
Someone: Laughing*
Me: Diam lahh!
Someone: 你几时才要rebond你头发？要不要我给你钱rebond?
Me: *HandSign* moneey comee
Someone: 我给阿猫阿狗都不给你啦！Qmo

i was likee *DIAO* what's wrong with this type of hair
==, you think i want de ahh? what the fuck uhhs .
forget it, headed towards our class and heree is FOOD&Nutrition
last paper for MYE , scareed! opeen the test and OHHH MYGOD
luckily i noee how to do :D i'm freaking happy, because tt's not
SO DIFFICULT:X Muhahaha . Complete the paper very fast
looked into the air very stupidly as if something is on the ceiling
TEST ENDED& was freaking happy it's timee i can enjoy myself
ZhiAn& me went to sean house! Just for a few minutes ZhiAn need to go
go i go homee lorhh =) 再见！

ily;D

this is wadd i make when i'm boredd

D;

hellos hellos D; i'm damn moody today due to somee reason
if you wanna noee what's the reason, continue reading bahh .
ahh, today really a lousy dayy uh! hatee it damn much lahh D;
let's get startedd with my today post bahh :D

11-o5-o8
DINGDONGDINGDONG . the sound coming out from my phone
is wrong, and i don't kknow whether issit my ring tone anot till i check .
ohh yeahh, my ring tonee i wonder who changed it == makee me late wake up
what the fuck right? LOLS';X well well, walked to school wib YongC once again;D
everyday de rountine kays! sitted at the canteen talked about "TWIST"
freaking funny , muhahas ;D zhian funny kid lehh . damn hao xiao sia .
ahh go assembly lorhh , "BORING" boring is the wordd ! National athem,
i didn't sing as i was looking around again , damn hao xiaoo Zzz .. but i respect
singapore uh! don't misunderstood mee!:D back to class! ahhh!
it's CL listening compre! woo~ i'm not worried about that & i love that:D

Listening Compre started! not listening at first because tired;X
after that, don't know why suddenly become so energetic!
30min past and the compre end :D damn happy so fast END!
after that went 1.3o eat :D with ZhiAn andd Zhuanyi
walked to bubble tea shop and BUBBLE SHOP not open yetD;
whattheeeforkk ;X went to sean house after that !
fun mann got the so called hockey de game LOL
playy till damn tiredd and go and play sean de computer
played till around 12.36 jiu went homee took 99 lorhh
reach homee! nothing to do , played holic onlinee for a moment
and something happen lorhh was freaking D; wtf lorh haiz!
what brother jiu do until now ! i don't understand, at the beginning
i don't intend to push to blame to who ?! hais just forget it!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

I WISH ALL MOTHERS :D A HAPPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
HAPPYHAPPY FOREVER!
HEALTHEALTHY FOREVER!
PRETTYPRETTY FOREVER!:D

D:

ahhpunehhnehh;D i'm not writing much today because i'm not going out !
so makee it short bahh =) anyway havee u all relinked mee? don't seem got
so please TAG/RELINK/TAG/RELINK/TAG/RELINK/TAG/RELINK/TAG please
makee my blog alive too ahh! but no spammer please MUHAHAHHAHAHAA!

wokee up early today and was damn boring, so i on the computer =)
idc what my parent say anymore! it's so irritating . and today is mother's day ,
i did not prepared anything for my mum! owwww so sorry uhhs Zzzz .. .. .. ..
staying at homee was really miserable, i can't stand the scolding anymoree!
can't they stop scolding me for just onee peaceful day? freakk off please both idiots >< something is bothering mee now! but i don't want to say it out bahh D;
just hoping that timee can pass faster luh! forget it bahh =(

我忍！

:D saturday arrivedd ;D ahhh damnn happy kays! xDxDxD
am i really that scary anyway uhhs? haiyoyo,dw to be scary

10/o4-o8
hey :D i've the mood to updatee todayy wooo ~ yayayayaya^^
i wokee up at about 8, was damn boringg can't wake upp too early
because my mum is at homee, she willl think alot de siool!
nvm, abit later i on my computer and start playing lorhh;D
was jioed to JE lib to study lorhh, at the beginning can't go
but finally my mother allow me to go:D so happy o0 :D:D:D
about 12 i go out lerhh go find loongwee! he bought lolipop
i steal some from him =x yummie yummiee! nicenicee
well, boarded 99 reach theree and went to findd them
only saw jiahui and xinyi =) waited for junhong they all
i'm not studying at all uhs ! playingg all the way till they reach
JH,GAB&JEM reachhed and pangsehh me for quitee long
finally comee find me and i join them lorhh pangsehh lw&xy
sorryy ahh ;X sitted down there with they all doing alot of funny things

jem dunno takee from where the something like bread knife de so funny sio
then talk alot of crapp lorhh . Nearby us there's some korean girls ;X
fatfat de thinthin de chiochio de uglyugly de, jem wanna choo stunt le
he wrote a letter WITH a BIGBIG words on it "CAN WE BE FRIEND"?
hahas ! the girls never see and we don't expect that fatfat onee to see;X
we want the chiochio onee luh hahas! i noee we very badd ...
when the girls is going to go, jem asked can i havee you number please?
the girl hesitated and said thriple 9 lols;D jem say his father number i think
hahas and that girl said again you want "HER"(fatfatde) number?
junhong sibei badd and KAPUII the icee from his mouth everything come out
the girl face turn black lorhh hahas! so badd right LOL;X wtf wtf wtf wtf
sitted at their tablee and chatted abit and doing nth lorhh sibei boring
clarissa was there, she's damn attitude kays dk wad happen to her lahh
don't even wanna talk to her, she wasn't lidat sio ;X all of us said that
after that went homee lerhh bahh nothing more to write le lorhh

walkedd down to near mayfair de bustop with they all and took 99 back homee
abit likee sadd or alonee on the bus HAHAS;X and saw many ... at 209
piangzhui or what sio lols! suansuan dun care so much LOLS! Zzzzz ...
just reached homee and i was scolded once again D; my father started it first
said that i hang around with gangster and all this, i did not replied this timee
because i HATE him there's nth for him to do beside than scolding me lorhh
everyday scold me till not sian! i bear with it ! i feel likee li jia chu zhuo kays
what the hell uh! i really go lib they don't believee i heck caree lahh
forget it mann:D i've to remain calm ! if not i will die of heart attack le;X




i'm not happy at all =(

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9-o5-o8
RINGRINGRING! ahh it's timee to wake upp D:
closed my eyes and walked into the bath room
I CAN WALK WITHOUT OPENING MY EYE
:D only at my house of coursee ! hehess ...
quitee tiredd lah .. i don't wan to go skool!
but still i walk to school with YC
very worried about the mathematic paper 2 lorhh
i'll fail, yes i will =( saddedd .
fewer peoplees were at the canteen
because there's no paper for Additional mathematics student
so here i go, I MISS WEIJIAN just kidding ;X i don't miss him at all

it's timee to go for assembly
rushed to quadragle to assemble,
started with the national athem followed by plegde
Sitted down after that and was called to stand up again
because Mr Razak said we speak too soft for the Plegde
feeling rather dulan so did not put up my hand for the plegde
looking around seeing the expression of the peoples;X
ahhh my namee was called
due to my dulannesss, i show atittude
;X what the fuck luhs . so paisehh de!
back to class, but before that to toilet
i'm freaking scaree i don't wanna fail this subject
but when i opeen my paper
D: the paper was quitee difficult for mee!
I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO STUPID
i don't know how to do, struggling for help
but no onee can help because these a TEST Dx

ahh after mathh go tehh tarik to havee my breakfast
loong wee&was kinda kaopei ,
pang sehh and everything
weikiat is also a pang seh kia,
he told mee to accompany him to find his baobei
yes i did, he told mee to pei him
yes i did . i'm treating him as a friend lorhh
u noee what he return?
following his baobei and pangseh mee
what the ! AHHBISH but nvm
i'm with gabriel heng
the only onee which won't pangseh mee:D
gabby heng comee my housee
and i'm really DAOXIANG
junhong don't believee me
insisting that i'm gabby heng who wanna trick on him
ahh brother dun believe mee hor u good !

reachedd homee at the same time with my parent
suay! only this can describe lahh!
well, used the computer!
gabriel can't control the temptation he hadd for scolding vulgarities
and he speak
Gabriel: sumpa .... lanpa
Gabriel: kaopei lahh
hehes , luckily my parent didn't hear that
playedd game all this
and sent gabriel down to lakeside MRT station bustop
his bus camee and i went homee
walking very fast :D
so i'm going to end heree le !
BYEBYE

let's updatee please

ahhh . don't really have the mood to updatee;X
my blog is really in a mess bahh D:
i'm sorryy
o7-o5-2oo8
i'm really tired, it's 5.30 onlyy D;
but i've too bathh and do all things before i go to school
well, went to school studied awhile there ..
assembly, nothing to doo !
went back to class lee =) went toilet
go back to class
and go toilet again, i'm just a toilet freak
:D walked back to class and started our bio exam bahh
i don't really noee much about it
cause i didn't revise for biology =(
1hour 15mins go very slow
i do for about 45mins then rest .

i scaree i going to fail all ! i might well die earlier right?;Xit's timee to collect paper ! went down with weikiat and up with weikiat
to find his baobei , i'm just an extra there SORRY WEIKIAT
went back to class to have chemistry
i know how to do :D almost everything
but i'm quite sure i will not do well , because i'm just too stupid
after exam, went homee & weikiat , ziheng followed me
changed my clothes and everything
went down to JE lib to meet those peoplee ,
reached lib sitted down there
trying to makee peoplee laugh ;x that's my hobby
but i'm very suan also
making muchh noise is my hobby, maybee i shouldn't go to lib aat the first placee

so went out of JE lib and walked into JEC
saw clarissaa lokee , xinyi say she's very chio ==
i sayy, HUH? CHIO MEHHS;X
sorry uhs clarissa lokee dasao !ahhh, i'm hungryy i never bring money out D:
so forget it bahh boarded 98 to xinyi's house there,
wanted to play basketball ?
but malays was kicking soccer there,
i don't understand that is a basketball court or soccer court;X
walk to playground and played awhilee
weikiat lost his bottle at the lib!
but i very good i pei him go back lib lorhh
found his bottle
and xinyi called us to go back
so went backk lorhh

go to xinyi's house, she damn bad " BU HUI ZUO REN"
let us sit down there, then she and jasmin reading stories
what the == weikiat joined them and i was alone
i called "Z" never answer D: nvm luh haha!
went homee lorhh
ahh i've nothing to do
SADDED .






sorry bahh D: zaijian

yesterday's pictures

Name: augustina
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haiish hopeless

weikiat so handsome:D

once again D;

hellos :D i'm updating once again?
ytd didn't updatee is because i don't have the mood

7-o5-o8
i'm going to fail my exam again D:
it's wednesday no schooling for SEC 3NA not taking express maths ; students!
feeling so happy !
well, wokee up in the morning and do nothing
doing something very lamee .
fishing , fish in the computer ;X
around 10.30 called loong wee and decide to go JEC find xinyi&jasmin
i walk down to the bustop& half way down the road,
raining heavily, lighting struck beside mee
goshh, was damn scary! but i'm still walking down slowly
maybee i want to die so early? i'm just too useless
when i reach, damn wet
i hopee i could just fall sick again

dying now is better then dying in my parents hand
D: i'm sure , i'm going to fail my subjects
LIMTOWXIANG is just too stupid to live in this world.
not sadd or angryy
is just wanna diee very soon because i hate myself;X
continuee bahh ..
boarded 198 with loong wee to JEC
at bus, loongwee damn guailan luhs!
went into Jurong east library
found xinyi,jasmin at 3rd floor:D
studying very quietly,
we sitted down and the noise started to get louder& louder
due to the mouth of me& loong wee:D

12.30 went to JEC with loong wee to have my lunch
bought something that i don't feel like eating
somemore cost me $4 waste money;X
but still havee to eat =(
went back to lib, saw SOONWEIKIAT with them
he speak so much ;X hahas .
awhilee moree xinyi,jasmin go homee !
august,fatin join us :D
super funny, no mood to study
got mood to see chiobus ^^ hahas
august become more chioer lerhh
but attitude sucks also == shhhh ..
SOONWEIKIAT teached us how to do chemistry
but i think i read myself more clever;X
no offence luhs weikiat, just that i don't understand what you talking?

ehh .. weikiat wanna continue the topic with LIMXINYI
so i helped him to sms,
i sms blacky, i sms xinyi..
thenn is blackyy call, idk
i tell her call weikiat phonee
then i hello awhile i say weikiat want talk to him
me&weikiat thought is xinyi but turn up to be her;X
OMG! sorryy uhhs . i really don't know what happen lahh
it's late afternoon already chualoongwee went homee,
because he obey his grandmother ! he's just too ...
i don't like this typee of person hahas .
me&weikiat went out to buy waffers!
NICENICE lorhh;D i bought cheese, weikiat bought chocolate ,august chocolate
going back to the lib,
here come the UNCLE stopping us from going in
ahhbish, so didn't went in anymoree eated outside (=
finishedd everything and went homee:D
i'm tiredd



what if i say i'm going to disappear now?
the answer wouldn't be same anymore,
the answer would just be
that's your problem

replies of Taggs;D

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ZhiAn: LOLS! " TEST gumPuahh" rong yi kays :D of course i have many brothers !
FooAik: hellos? =)
Jianfu: you dun wan go lorhh! dun study also can de ;X
Junhong: TXF brothers ! woo~ woo~
TWL: byebye! ;p
LI TING♥: =.= just write tag Lols!
xiinyii: who call people nick name? you huanlo LOLS;x
KAHHUI: yeahh you're damn good kays Zzz ...
YARLEE(x: sorry, due to exam period i didn't do that test
serli: jys for midyear too ! dasao
xiinyii: what i want?
PanPhilaJIE: jiejiejiejiejiejie;D
TWL: want scold her, don't scold here can? :D
PanphilaJIE: i don't bully peoplee i treat everyonee with care!
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jem: i'm not fighter but when i'm 16 we hilltop together we bash the evil LOLS
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SUPERGIRL: relink sono
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Messagees for all my brothers;D

LimJunHong : Brother! you're waiting for this message for very long lerhh right ahh;D . workk hardd for you exam and good luck to youu in jioin her ;X hahas! thanks for being s0 zhaogu us lahh . Although you very pangseh;X haha no offencee ahh! i alway loving you LIMJUNHONG lols;D!

Gabriel heng : XiaooBrother! never expect i will write you message right:D see i so good, so don't always say i not good or wadever lahh hor LOLS! still scold me noob all the time wapiang buay tahan you le lahh . hahas fakefake sibei many vulgarities lehh u! always huanlo me . Zz .. but you're damn cute and guailan bo bian lah wapiang =X bye brother takecaree

Jianfu: guailankaopeiBrother! song bo? i first time write something to you lehh . jio you go out you dun wan sehh, nevermind u got ji next time let me see you i hoot you! u sibei cute one lahh lols sometime guailan till super cute sia . but dun be so guailan i oneday i will box u onee fan xin i not scare of ur stupid rasengan or wad lj de kays LOLS! xiaodidi ai du shu=X

Jeremy loh: yoyo BigBrother! don't always quarrel with her le lahh lols . i'll always miss you LOLS! went still going out to disiao lehh? LOL hahas . don't play too much of stupid things must do something more kind hearted haha! example we go old folk home help to old woman/man hahas also can de! i steady ahh .

ahh!

i'm struggling!
geo& S.S isn't easy
i don't know how to study it!
OMGOMG D:
my brain is going to burst soon
Failing soon, Dying soon
HATE exam D;
stupidd onee!
anyway pig xiexie wor
study hard lahh
tell me so many dao li
LOLS!
blackyy thanks luh study hard too

heya!

Hey! peeps .
i'm here to update my blog kays!
:D:D:D
woo~ update about ytd dehh bahh;D

3-5-o8
ahhh! wokee up ytd morning about 8+
& rmb that i can't eat breakfast with panphila JIEJIE
omg! so sorryy uhhs .. i forgot that i'vee something on later!
shit myself D;
well, i'm making something in the morning;D
hahas !
but too lousy lerhh ..
went to JP library to find weijian they all
sms xinyi say " ehh i going JP you wan go anot?"
she say okayys .
then reached there
weijian gone missing!
i spend 15mins walking up and down of the library
can't even find them lahh
idiot!

i only found evan they alls .
well, found weijian and xinyi too
then xinyi force mee go JEC lib
I DON'T ONE
still say wadd i pangseh !
lols nvm
jemjem sms mee tell me go JEC lib also
so i went;D jemjem bro see i so gd nia
LOL! took MRT to theree lorhh
reach-ed there
so many huayiann
let me think got who ..
hmms
Vanessa,Gabriel,Junhong,Jasmin,yaoqing,Adrain,Yingchong,kahhui
after awhile, jianfu and jemjem come le lorh ..

i keep disiaoiing vanessa
then she angry
slap me sibei hard sia
== what the fuck! but nvm;D
ahahaas .. awhile more everyonee go homee ler
me,gabby,jem,junhong and jianfu together
Jianfu very cb onee he just came only jiu going find other people ler .
idiot hor LOLS!
nvmm ... went to walk at JEC and went IMM there de street soccer court play
kicked all this lahh
and when we going to buy drink
got 2 chiobus ( said by jemjem,me&gabby )
with a cb been
LOLS!
junhong go tell him something but he sibei guailan

Junhong: ehh you hit my friend ahh (point to gabriel)
Cb been: ? i want hit also hit his lanjiao
Junhong: waa sibei guailan
*walk away*
then go find him again
this time he got another linee
Cb Been: ehh you wan my friends number jiu say la dont come here disturb me they very open minded de ...
i was like we got say we want meh?
and was super open minded==
stupid sioo
walked away to buy drink
come back again
but they walk away le
gabby throw ice at him waa so zhun sehh
aisehh gabby heng

after that went back soccer court kick soccer
pink color shirt xiaohaizi
sibei guailan lahh
then we go lerhh
jem go IMM meet his father
me&gabb pei junhong go wait for bus lorhh
chatted awhile
me and gabby heng walked home from JEC
walk quite long
chatted alot alot of things;D
then sitted at a drain
lame right == quite dark also
LOLS! chatchatchatchat
ahh walkwalkwalk chatchatchat
alot alot of things
thanks bro anyway!

waitedd for gabby heng bus t around 7.50 lidat
ahh quite dark le
bus came and i walk home le
walked and listening song
very song luh!
;D
reached homee
doing nothing online msn chat
buy food lahh!
ahh about 11 chatted wibb pig lorhh
she is shenjingbing de lahh
== kept laughing without reasonss Zzz ..
her papa scold her le then kup :D
went to sleep

about 5.30 mama papa come homee lerh
D: cannot use com till midnight lerh
now just wakee up lerhh end here!