我恨我自己!

我恨我自己!
i'm just too stupid to be in this world lahh =( Super moodyy todayy D;
Don't wish to get my result backk so early ! i hatee it& my result was
fucking lousy kays! i havee to use vulgarities to describe ><

16-o5-o8
Wakee up early today ;X was damn worried about my exam idk wad
i will get for my exam =( alright alright, i comfort myself not to think
too much for exam ! everything is over, i can't do anything ANYMOREE
Bus-edd to school with YONGC andd chatted lorhh haiz . No onee seem
to be worried about the paper we're getting back later lo! What the ....
what am i going to do T.T Up to hall to havee our assembly, and was damn
boring! Announcement was likee alot , peoplee were boring! Everyonee wants
to go back to class to get back their results=( and finally we're back to class

Miss Lui was slow , we were noisy kicing soccer . And finally ms lui camee
it's timee for result , i don't feel good at all =( i wanna pass but i know i can't
English paper 2 was not badd, it makee my mood felt relax but then behind
paper was TERRIBLE! OHH MY GOSHH i fail almost all, i hatee it i'm too
stupid! So i scolding myself softly “我是笨蛋！我是白痴！我讨严我自己！
我该真么做才好？大白痴！我好想死！" what thee fuck =( i'm freaking sadd
but i can't do anything now it's too latee already . I don't havee the facee
to face my parent anymoree . It's too latee to apologisee to them for wad
i've donee in the past! wad i hopee was them to understand mee! i didn't study
becausee of the thingy a month ago which Mr OLD said about me .
i stop studying after that casee=( forget it, it's really too latee le bahh

let's continuee , a talk after recess by policee forcee de lo .
Something shock happen, the police man suddenly shouted at a sec 4 boy
and girl, after that you noe wad happen? he say this is how u feel
when u get caught! LOLS . so funny, the two student shock daooo
never expect that was just testing only == wapiang .. .. ..
my hopee, my dreamm all shatteredd le lahh LOLS! Zzz zzzz Zzz
went down to see those 2 types of police car , woo~ Subaru de .
Sibei nicee uhs! lols =) and someonee went insidee the car and he
step on the ENGINE and THE CAR MOVE lols! super funny
that guy run out le . and dunno say wadd I DARE TO TRY U SEE
i guess they playing somee stupid game lorh . Back to class
Doing nothing, no onee seem to be sastified with their result,
although they didn't do well? i don't knoww wad to do anymoreee
end heree!






如果有机会的话，我想一且能从心开始！
我会把握一且的机会做的最好不会在做错了T.T
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